having love energy exchange when there is an inherent power dynamic in the relationship is not healthy
girls remind girls to wear their ppe
watching someone be in love with you is such a gift
what a lonely life it is to be human. to be disconnected from the source of all things. to be lost without our plant friends, our animal friends, our sky and water friends. i see the wandering lonely human downtown. seeking joy in the bought things. money is the really only friend we all know.
do i go to my place that iswanting mr. ir do i. go to tge place that needing me
even the people in power are not free. it is the institutions that bind us to our suffering. the state, the prison industrial complex, the military, all of these things exist on their own without the people in them and those people are just as trapped as all of us are on the outside.
queerness has held me since the day i left home. thank you queer ancestors.
i want to hear a loon call again before i die
going home with tits is going to be a really extravagant affair.
pretty based of wcu to address my acceptance letter to my dead name
living in the fall of empire. what is spirituality in the ruins?
the adult child assumes responsibility in a space because as a child they had to assume responsibility to survive. in reality they are practiced in the need take up responsibility to get things
doing the hard things is good.
no one has the answers for you
the twinkās shadow showing now slowly exposed the way
i started therapy with "i dont want a relationship I just want to kiss random people" now i have circled back to "i dont want relationships i just want to be present with the person that is sitting in front of me" so now i sit at similar moment of what do relationships serve me?
how fascism is mirrored in the dysfunctional family
how fascism is shown in the dysfunctional family
And me choosing this path
All it took were pretty girls to give me propoganda
Oh boys in their chairsā¦ controlling armies
Reading are prisons obsolete by Angela Davis
Prisons are in simple terms a complicated model of extended time out for boys. Utilizing time out as a punishment for bad behavior.
Hello mystery human reading this page. Be warned traveler some of these thoughts are insanely based and will make you think hmmmm how hinged is this lady who posts to no one. Hello welcome to my thoughts page.
The men that can press the buttons to send the bombs are trying to take control of the entire middle east. WTF is happening.
I live in a house for insane people
Once a star, always a star.
Having someone to raise me would be rather comprehensive for my development.
It's all up from here.
What would adding the ukraine to nato do. Simultaneously staring a world war. What would that change. Absolutely nothing. The us government would just continue to manufacture weapons. There would be more bombs more destruction. Mass murder. Okay maybe itās something to be avoided.
Today I learned that the people I was inspired by have a shadow side and itās not engaging with bad feelings ever. Channel light without allowing for space of the shadow will only give it more power. You cannot transcend the duality of life.
I kind of feel like my life is unraveling at the moment. The threads that were braided together are coming undone. I guess that doesn't make them less useful. Maybe even a little bit more useful. Like a new canvas for opportunity.
AI art distorts the reality of what already is and creates something that is slightly off and false. It lives in the uncanny valley of images it creates. Its evil and needs to be stopped.
Iām coming around to the ā¦ boomers useā¦ it separates thoughts ā¦ and is not menacing at all.
ā¦Asking as a bottom
Hail satan
Come to the calothiloc church it will enrich you as it has enriched me. Join the Catholic Church it will enrich you like it enriched me. Hail Jesus
And Twirling Girl
Every time I think I have it figured out, I realize that I don't. Time to stop figuring and time to start corresponding.
Being a pretty girl that had a psychic attack last night. I'm exhausted about it.
Ecofascism- the act of control exerted in the name of the environment.
Formulating a post to the internet. Hello Internet. Hello World
I want my whole body to be enveloped with yours and I think there's a middle way babe. There's a middle way.
Hi Maren I'd like for you to not read my thoughts page for a minute. I keep posting in anticipation that you will read it and I'm unsure if that is healthy.
sitting in a body, restless. Numbed by the lack of dopamine, and serotonin that accompany spring and summer. My winter this year is one of destiny.
i exist with a debth of loving and experience that other people also do i feel like im so serious about most things, i wish I was lighter
As this break up brings up every abandonment wound I have in my body I wonder maybe this was for the best.
I miss Maren
I feel like i need to smoke because when I smoke it regulates my nervous system.
I am available for every witchy video and art piece that included witchy women in a "power of women" art. I am available to be the trans representation that does that
Its her whimsy bro, her whimsy!
I want an analog life
Where does the line lie that sits in the middle of the way
Maybe I am pretty
Having big dysphoria feelings today I think
I want to laugh about how foolish we were. I want to tell cute stories together. I want to reminisce.
Would you like to join the groupchat of almost every trans girl that lives in Asheville?
Iām actually insanely competent
The only cis people I want to interact with are the people playing pretend on dimension 20
Iām obsessed with babies. Pure consciousness in a body.
Donāt look at the old ladyās baby. He eyes evil.
The absolute delicate power of trans women being together in the same space. Itās a gentle sweetness that fills the air.
I mean they asked in English if anyone needed an English translator and they asked using their voice if anyone needed a sign language interpreter.
And an end to the united state governmentās occupation of turtle island.
Not just a ceasefire
We really should be calling for an end to the Israeli occupation of Palestine.
If one cis person looks at me today itās over.
It was all over when I spoiled the ending to the hunger games
what percentage of people come from family backgrounds similar to mine?
Maybe acting in utter devotion to my partners is not the most necessary action I could take. or state of being
Immasculated they feel.
I love lesbians
its fully bedtime
maybe i am more capable than any regular person going into the mental health field. i have had a lot of time to study mental health. Its like obviously not everyone is going to be proficient in healing. Im a fucking cleric jesus christ golly god.
the plight of the trans woman to observe women being in solidarity without them. The forced voyeurism of womanhood.
The attraction to individuals that have yet to be fully assimilated into white supremacy. The lust for culture is real and unfair. A removing of spirit they do to us no? So far removed they create barriers to being that are so grand that you cant even begin to notice them until you take in the whole picture. Why are they doing this? To remove the people and spirit from the land. The destroy god.
The thing about a breakup is that you don't know when things will be your lasts. Last kiss. Last peck before hanging up the phone. Last cuddle. Last lingering thought of pain and loss. Damn girl maybe this wasn't working. It's just over now. Endings on things so sudden and severe, but rather tame the winds that knock the tower over. It was the pruning for the next year I guess now the roots show with only a few branches sweet sensations savored for time.
The bobs are genderless and are lesbians
She was so cute when she was acting like a baby
My tits are immaculate
I am being so dramatic
the heirophant is my victorian school teacher.
I remember when we used to date one week would feel like a month and one day would fee like a week. It feels like that now. On our decent from outer space my starlight stretches time to meet me on earth.
my entire youtube reccomended on new laptop is music and im so here for this life
carter was nice and understanding and kind. There was no force in his voice. Only kindness
consistently trying to orient the truth in the ways that i perceive the world. CPTSD is truly perceiving the world incorrectly. It may as well be psychosis
anxious that I was so fucking away from my feelings that I wasnt able to hinder the ability to take away my toys. Gosh golly. That sucked today. Ill think about work at another time. Also requested off during my time of perill for transgender day of rememberence at the place te food truck is going to be when the food truck is food trucking ill be transgender day of rememberencing. Why do I relate to my work life so seriously like eet ghat batman could I be better gosh golly
working during a breakup is truly the most functionally resistant activity to be doing during a time of grieving.
I grieve for the world
How evil the world is
I think weāre going to be friends.
Mom and dad are getting a divorce
My cup is filled when we talk together
If we stay together in some form that would be wild.
The "If we break up conversations we had ring in my ears coming to the conclusion that she was telling the truth about breaking up" So hard to stay focused on this moment. It's like I'm reliving every bad breakup I have ever had. So easy to not see this one as bad. But that is an opportunity to really feel the pain of every single one so I don't have to again hopefully. Lmao. Thanks Maren for being so cool about like everything. I love you
Itās 2023 weāre not posting QR codes on social media
I have to be very disciplined now
What is nourishing our relationship?
Iād like to have a check in where we look at whatās working and whatās not working. A collective shedding to make space for the new growth in the spring
As we sink together into the roots of our relationship how does it last through the winter
Some people are just shitty
Why is Fabian so hot?
Israel will be America in the Middle East
The United States are the bad guys
maybe im having nicotine withdrawals about it
This may be aurora's last album. It is her saturn returns after all.
My love's energy washes over my being.
Also maybe accepting that I have dysphoria about my body
Cultivating a safe space within myself that I can sit in while sexploring.
How do I feel safe in sexploration mode.
How do I rebrand the way I do Sex. It seems like the goal has been waiting until I get all the sludge out and Iāll be available for sex whenever. That is not working. So how do I approach sex and my sexual needs and wants and desires while putting MY needs wants and desires first.
Y'all really are having things made for you in exchange for money. The intimacy that lies within acts of service (ie making cups of coffee or making food) is so hot. Like, that's sex work baby. How can you judge sex workers when me and my barista have a platonic intimate relationship where I give him money and he makes me cozy beverages for my morning.
Where is the wisdom? Iām a wise bitch I need to talk in the woods.
Maybe my girlfriend will become a furry at the sexy tech company
Let our love being inspired by the forest, the prairie, the swamp, and mountains. Let our love be with and of the earth.
Let our love lie in the gentle abundance of the mighty seed.
You have come so far little seraphim.
Let our love be an offering to the goddess of the earth. Let us live in sensual reproduction bringing in new life. Let us hold each other close in times of winter and let us be free together.
Maybe Iām friends with 30+ year olds in my 20s because they were raised by boomer parents and I was also raised by boomer parents
My computer boyfriend was working so hard this morning that she didnāt even notice how big my boobs were
I guess I need new coping strategies now that smoking isnāt an option, and isolating from life isnāt something I want to do.
I miss dissociating from my hard home life by playing Minecraft with my online friends. Getting big get online with my friends feelings.
The feeling of āweāre all going to dieā in empathy with the people trapped in gaza
Let us be a generation in the lifespan of a 1000 that build the solar punk utopia of tomorrow.
My tits are out and my pronouns are one and weāre still calling her he. Disgustingly beautiful how creatures create images and stories in their mind to better comprehend the environment around them and that people not exposed to specific inputs to their stories like pronouns may not think literally to consider that.
Much gratitude I hold for this time of the year. A structured invitation to dance with death. To hold grief and loss in celebration and have strength for in remembering.
Love enters the broken heart and the heart feels it is in danger. Maybe I can train the broken heart to know that that love is safe.
Easy does the shadow converge on the devastating places
I really want a fricken cigarette
hello world
Seraphim Margaret Joy
I did it. Still doing it.
hour what? 24*3+3=75 hours or three days no niccotine. Day 4 my baby girl I love you.
its wierd the comfort that dropout.tv gives me. its okay babe a lot of people use it for that. Its like these people are my friends, but I dont know them. some people just need an outlet. and yours is watching familiar people do short form improv and super mega awesome adventurers do the best play on the continent
admiring girls in a sapphic loving way and not a gross man way >>>>
im the only person using the itunes interface in the music app on macbook.
Ya know, I think I have a crush on Siobhan from Dimension 20 burrows end.
Redacted: I thought this guy was cute
mental breakdown
Me: Was he cute?
Redacted: he looked like Edward Snowden
Me: I love an average looking man
She said 4 years ago
āI canāt do it anymore I need a fucking cigaretteā
Going back to that fateful winter where the cold lingered and my feelings too heavy I turned to a cigarette to comfort me. Take me away from here. Warm my would. Ease my heart please. Take me from here.
I love myself
Pink booty shorts with princess faggot on the ass in white swiftly typeface and a yellow crown above princess
Sheās so adorable when sheās all jostling and jiving over a new computer thing
Dating a computer boi is using the little chat app that shes obsessed with because you love her and want her to be happy and you love when she gets super excited over computer stuff.
Oh toys. Toys are for children and me as well I love toys. Toys.
mere crumbs lie at the bottom of my basket of youth. Although my bosom yields the most decedent and fertile of milk. Iām a woman.
Itās like the work can wait for next season the harvest is here. Time to rest and live in the fruit of our work. Itās all good. What do I do now if not struggling. Im free I made myself free and now I wander looking at the ground confused. Thereās a whole field encircling me full of potential. This is the life we made.
I am living in so much love that it infects everything I do. It bleeds into every crevice and crack of activity and routine action that everywhere I look I see love.
I canāt go to massage school Iāll want to kill everyone there
Net parents are truly the best
Why are mailmen hot
Mac OS is erily similar to iOS in their icons and design and functionality. Itās not something I expected from a laptop.
Being hot is so exhausting
I either have a headache or am having an ego death
Trans
The caring what people think is evacuating my body on this day. Happy birthdayš
Queer people in their 30s are on another level
Very excited to be queer in my 30s when I get there
Asheville really do be trans paradise.
My trans woman boyfriend. My hand delivery service my automobile extraction pit my gynecologist felatio rage machine. My love: -Redacted-
Weāre not talking to men today. Having a no man day. (Except for my boyfriend/girlfriend)
Turns out everyone else wasnāt also trans. Fucking wild.
But weāre saying fuck it today at the sex work cafeteria. These titties never disappoint anyone. But for real I donāt give a fuck anymore. Be kind and get out. The real ones will stay and chat.
The idea of a person. A culmination of every negative and unpleasant interaction. When you talk youāre talking to everyone you disappointed.
Thereās a point to customer service when you become autonomous. You start not talking to the person but to the customer.
I am the lesson. Fuck with me and your world will come to an end.
Feeling very trans at the sex work cafeteria
Iām starting not not want to be famous. Lady gaga said game is a monster and I think she was right. @ doja catās new music
The universe will give you what you want and then youāll feel just as empty when you started. Maybe Iām not giving these people enough credit. Maybe they are using themselves as a container to create stability for their community. Maybe theyāre sharing their riches with all those that support them.
Attaching your personal identity to your bank account if foolish.
Manifesting personal wealth is feeble and stupid.
Manifesting money as a way to acquire extreme wealth is not the way. How do you have unconditional love for the universe when youāre focused on being monetarily rich. Thatās not how energy works.
I go where the river flows
I woke up and nothing in my life has changed. This is good.
I really do love my girlfriend so much
I stared into my eyes in the mirror and have been brought into the present moment. Is that what other people experience when they look at me. I think Iām doing a good job on this earth. Being and stuff like that.
Someone else is vaping in the bathroom šØ
Nothing hotter than a dad š“
Just because you didnāt like the food doesnāt mean the whole restaurant is terrible fuck off.
But many thoughts flow in
Sitting under the naked trans woman painting at Izzyās thinking no thoughts
I want to fuck Aurora
Iām so gayyyyyyyyy ššš I love girls!!!!!!!!!!!!
Dream*
Dean to sing āThe Woman I amā with Aurora on film.
With words gently placed in every page. I see with a clearer lens the reality of my place in colonization. Without hate, guilt, or same Iāve become aware of the gentle truth that I was born in someone elseās home.
Phat pussy syndrome
Min maxing my flow.
Just unlocked a new communication tool. The āwhat do you mean by that?ā
Itās the circle of gay š«š¶
I may be a lesbian.
Life does get better.
Itās the thing the dysphoria thing. I get it now.
Cultivating a container where people can get fed where theyāre safe, heard, and loved.
This job is fulfilling because I get to help feed people.
Love*
Me and my neurotypical girlfriend live looking at maps.
When you live life by example you donāt have to convince anyone what youāre doing is right. Theyāll just see it.
The unit of life is 1. Whether you live 5 or 20 years you may live one life unit. And is that not just as sacred.
Now that weāve deconstructed marriage letās interact with it from this deconstructed space as opposed to totally writing it off for everyone.
Also that marriage is an institution. Marriage exists. Do you want to use it yes or no. āMarriage as an institution needs to be dismantledā state ritualized courtship could be replaced with any other form of courtship ritual. Ritualizing courtship rooted in community and culture is great and may be missing from American society but Iām pat steadfast boycotting of things that could help improve your quality of life.
āWe keep us safeā is a reactionary sentence to the idea that the state has a vested interest in keeping its citizens safe and is failing to do so. The state has no interest in your well-being outside of your ability to do labor and procreate. Weāre past that delusion no? That if at any moment the corporate project designed to enrich cis men cares about your transsexual ass. Iām done with this rhetoric of us vs them. They donāt care. It doesnāt care.
Google earth but itās pangea
Maybe an unvaccinated earth mom with a license to kill.
Nothingās scarier than an old white lady with a bob.
Yes we keep each other safe, but we also sing together, dance together, and love together. If someone hates that, thatās not my business. If some deems it worthy of violence that may not be my business either. They will be burdened by their anguish for 10 lifetimes to come.
Creating an identity in opposition to an oppressor will only keep your trapped in their dogma.
Looking at google earthās sea level rise feature and under the water by aurora comes on. The gods are funny. Maybe thatās what she meant lol.
It doesnāt need to happen right now.
I can get/create a more fulfilling/higher paying job. Itās just going to take some time.
Realizing that when people have feelings about my degree it seems that it isnāt the whole story. I chose that path because it āguaranteedā a secure life. Turns out security is rooted in so many other things than a 9-5
Scrolling the post of the MSU instagram having complicated feelings.
I wish I wouldāve made better financial decisions but it is clear to me now that I did. I was always trying to do what was best for me. The decisions I made really were the best I could make before and during early recovery from child abuse.
I was also propagandized at an early age about the institution itself.
I am more empowered now than I was then.
The bureaucratic institution of a big ten school. Wretched.
Realizing all the nostalgia I have for MSU is all the river and the trees I met while I was going there. The people that I befriended. The lessons I learned about life. It was all there.
Be careful boys, look too hard and you might dedicate your life to me š
Maybe when I make my girlfriend cum Aurora will release a new album.
Adult children are addicted to excitement in all their affairs.
I saw in the tree outside firestorm the spirits of those lost to revolution still fighting.
Iām leaving the known world for the place where nothing is owned, everything is shared, and we are equal.
Men that miss their mommy run the world š¶š¶š¶
Being faced with everything Iām anxiously avoiding on this day.
No political theory classes in college, just vibes. And co-op propaganda, and anarchist values expressed through paganism and magic. As well as embodying queerness as a way to deconstruct tenet a of oppression in society. But other than that purely vibes.
I fell into anarchistic values without reading one book on political theory. (Except for that one book on political theory)
There should be no governments. The people should decide collectively for themselves how they want their lives to look like.
Culture is the expression of spirit through the connection of people. As spirit moves through the connections in the web formed through a community culture is made.
I am good enough. We all are.
We make it together for us.
It would be unwise to play into her trauma. I wonder if she will chose to seek help. Help in the way of I want to get better help me walk up this mountain. I want to heal will you hold my hand into the light. Itās many things at once. Itās not her fault and it is her fault. PTSD compounds. It leads to destruction. To be lured in by substances to cope with the pain of life. Maybe she needs to know sheās not alone. Iāve been there, Iāve been hurt so bad you feel like you are owed a better life, but itās up to you to chose to build it. Itās up to you to find your way through the pain and into peace. For now sheās in a menās jail and frankly how do I hold space for her to learn her lesson without feeding the well of grief she holds and love her unconditionally at the same time. Itās many things at once.
I would die for trans children.
Itās the last day of pride month and I think to myself. How did I get this far. I love you seraphim. Iām in love with you.
I didnāt truly believe in magic until I went to short mountain. I was always skeptical of it. Doubtful that something so beautiful could be true or that I was making it all up. It was sitting on the knoll with all of my kin. Performing the ritual of Beltane. It was beautiful. A speaker lead us by calling in the corners. With each direction we took a collective breath and with each breath the winds howled through the trees. Our breath was the wind and the wind was our breath. I saw magic. With each breath a new gale of wind came to meet us. And it danced in the trees above. It was real and it was the cleanest air I have ever felt in my lungs.
Itās so strange this place. Of people and energies lost to me through time. The great equalizer jury duty. Sitting together in the liminal space of this store room.
I wish when people talked about body pain post 25 it was more empowered. It could be around after you are 25 you will have to take care of your body in different ways than you did when you were young. Thereās a certain grief of a young body that could held space for the beauty and intimacy of giving care to yourself as you continue live on this earth.
A politics of care for those that are hurting.
My politics lie rooted in anecdotal observation of those that care more than me. I have sat on the edge viewing those in conversation. Sitting in a fear to feel foolish my lips stay closed watching the other. Observing the motives, the past, the pain, the joy. What makes a person believe so strongly in anything?
Transness is an expression of universal love.
Iām so happy!
Happy sun day sun. Happy birthday. Day 21. Itās the suns birthday happy birthday. ššš
I LOVE YOU SUN
Day 21 of pride on. HAPPY SUN DAY ITS THE SUNS DAY WE LOVE HER SHE SHINES BEIGHT TODAY I LOVE THE SUN!!!
What if the land is storing its magic so that it doesnāt diminish over time. So that itās not used and sent to space unwillingly. Why are we going to space? Iām hungry and someone died to make my phone.
Iām in my earth core era.
Trans love is so powerful. It transcends lifetimes and creates new life. Itās a truly wonderful thing.
Day 15. Iām sitting on cusp of manhood. Together on this couch with my wife I question is this all there is. God says yes and what a magical place Iām in.
Iām listening to a podcast that is using this state of being scale that goes up and down. For example happiness then joy then peace. And the host are naming them like destinations in states of being. But this is a hierarchy of being right? Itās limited by our third dimension. These concepts lying on a flat plane. Peace comes through joy. Joy comes through peace. Happiness comes through contentment. The tessellating object that moves through our body.
When youāre at work and your skin is crawling, you canāt sit still and everything in your body is stopping you from leaving because youād rather be fish inā. š£
Just by having this feeling of grief you are choosing to keep going and that is beautiful. Continue the journey girl we love you.
Realizing that I am the person I was looking for.
My gender is the space between the end and the beginning.
Gonna be a bridesmaid at this years pride. The most pivitol part of the lgbt community.
The girls are fighting
Not the gay cis man not tipping the trans woman on the third day of pride month
Day 3 of pride month. I woke up crying but not crying I chose to watch an Aurora concert in guatelahara and cried. BIG FEELINGS THIS MORNING. Hello. Welcome to day 3 of pride month: the heroās journey.
An angel has lived in the shadow for too long. Front and center. For now.
Being a biological woman lends itself to the mystery of life.
Moving around the bend
Life swings again
Tempting togetherness
Sweetness
Tasted on the tongue
of love.
Loving in the tune of A major. Huh it seems that I am holding an expectation.
What if people reacted to gender questioning folks with a curiosity? This fear since the structure of this country leaves people with so little itās like people are already established and surviving on their own. That any little question or invitation to change leaves them grasping for everything they own and holding onto it so tightly. āThis is how I made this. This is how I survived. I have so little and if I lose anything I will die.ā People are forced into isolation and it drives them to totally reject any form of update to their current situation.
I need a tshirt that says Christ is trans in a San-serif font
The healing begins when we risk moving out of isolation. Feelings and buried memories will return. By gradually releasing the burden of unexpressed grief, we slowly move out of the past. - The Solution Aca
It wasnāt that my past relationships were a child trying to use others to get her needs met. It was her desperately trying to escape abuse at home. This thought is more nuanced. The shame I held trying to escape and younger me not having the tools to communicate to my partners that I was in danger and praying they would help me. This thought can still be more nuanced. And now I have a partner that is actively consenting to supporting me a I chose to come out of isolation.
I feel like nothing is beginning to matter. The veil between the ads, the pop ups, the post seem to be empty with matter. Cycled through the change in the wind I speak nonsense to keep myself safe from people that would care to listen. Maybe the things that do go unnoticed by those of little interest will make the most impact.
One day I will return to the shores of Lake Michigan and realize nothing matters.
I love nerd families.
Very excited for trans music portal this week. Need to recharge my trans magic stores.
Very excited for trans music portal this week. Need to recharge my trans magic stores.
Out of their home*
These two older ladies having a really sweet open and vulnerable conversation in the bathroom about her not having a good time and being scared. One saying that itās good that they got out or else they would get stuck. Like so human and out of the stall walks the most gentlest faerie tranny that ever lived.
Getting back in the swing of things. Inviting others into a saved world. Maybe need to cultivate this feeling in myself more.
Having gratitude for my girlfriend.
Age is a frequency not a number.
Zac and Louās character are gay for each other.
The pain of loss sits so heavy in those of you that are fraught with change.
Inviting people into a saved world ā§š
Iām better than begging the oppressor to give me rights.
And everything will be free and my family will be safe from harm.
When everything is shared. Nothing is owned.
Our souls are locked together destined to find each other in every timeline or would that be too much to say.
The mountain is pulling up all of the neglect and abandonment I have stored in my body.
My girlfriend is awesome
We might fight the oppressor at the heart and heal what has been forgotten.
That the trans revolution. Coming back to center.
We all carry pain from the world within us. In parts aching we come together and choose to love. āAināt nobody perfect, ācause aināt nobody free.ā - Blues for Mama
There are more of us than there are of them.
Theyāre not winning if youāre crying because if youāre crying youāre not running from their hate.
I love how men name things as if they know everything.
Iām so much of a faggot that I became a woman.
I asked spirit what I should be doing and the answer is falling in love with her
The Democratic Party is not good either. Two children hitting each other on the head with giant inflatable hammers.
The people that sit in the seats that vote on laws. The ones that are agreeing to vote to approve laws that disrespect trans body autonomy. They know that theyāre doing something wrong. Itās harming kids. There has to be a quality to being human that cares to do everything in oneās power to protect children and still they are choosing to approve hurting kids. There is an energy of pressure from that I assume is from the republican institution that forces them to intentionally hard children.
It is time to rest. Your work is done for now. Lay down on the platform in space that holds you steady. We will wake you when it is time to get up. For now enjoy what you have made. Enjoy your victory.
Understimulated and over dressed
There is a sense of resentment I have towards cis people as they sit there in ignorance as the state legislates away my right to exists. Or at leastā¦ The wind just blew saying youāre not going anywhere.
Moving into solidarity with those in my life I know will protect me.
His name is Joseph.
God enters the building adorned on the shirt of a man.
Do I ask my girlfriend if she wants to go to the underworld with me?
I have a family.
I think thereās space for me to show up in the energy of home while inhabiting the space of love while showing up as girl.
The queer gods have blessed me with a lesbian trans-masc mechanic to change my oil.
pregnant with the new form of myself
gay shit together on the couch, there's a dog here. resting on my girlfriend's hips.
boomers are entitled on some weird wartime resource allocation energy
The energy of reverence in another culture may be different that I understand in mine especially coming from a Christian background. What does reverence looks like while granting my attention to a vengeful god? What does reverence look like while directing my attention to a divine source of unconditional love -the godhead.
Krsna Conciousness - Proving to itself that it is important
Thereās a sense of lack when talking about the reincarnation cycle. The language is the Hare Krishna is very masculine. Words like conquer remove oneself from the totality of the process and the whole of spirit and the godhead as she is expressed through all beings.
Itās also acting as if this unconditional love from source is something separate of you to be reached. Truly the unconditional love energy of spirit can come through the portal of oneās body into this material world.
āThe ultimate goal of life - to go back to the godheadā I argue that the ultimate goal of life is to open up your spirit in this body to the godhead and connect with her in this form. There only ever is now.
It kind of makes me sad the force pushing to achieve enlightenment. To āliberateā yourself from material planes as if your spirit did not inhabit this body to experience the material planes, but in thought that maybe it can be a path chosen. To learn how to connect to her the divine again. Outlining all theses paths that converge on spirit.
Gratitude is the key that opens the door to the energy of abundance.
Jesus was a fag
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