Iām listening to a podcast that is using this state of being scale that goes up and down. For example happiness then joy then peace. And the host are naming them like destinations in states of being. But this is a hierarchy of being right? Itās limited by our third dimension. These concepts lying on a flat plane. Peace comes through joy. Joy comes through peace. Happiness comes through contentment. The tessellating object that moves through our body.
When youāre at work and your skin is crawling, you canāt sit still and everything in your body is stopping you from leaving because youād rather be fish inā. š£
Just by having this feeling of grief you are choosing to keep going and that is beautiful. Continue the journey girl we love you.
Realizing that I am the person I was looking for.
My gender is the space between the end and the beginning.
Gonna be a bridesmaid at this years pride. The most pivitol part of the lgbt community.
The girls are fighting
Not the gay cis man not tipping the trans woman on the third day of pride month
Day 3 of pride month. I woke up crying but not crying I chose to watch an Aurora concert in guatelahara and cried. BIG FEELINGS THIS MORNING. Hello. Welcome to day 3 of pride month: the heroās journey.
An angel has lived in the shadow for too long. Front and center. For now.
Being a biological woman lends itself to the mystery of life.
Moving around the bend
Life swings again
Tempting togetherness
Sweetness
Tasted on the tongue
of love.
Loving in the tune of A major. Huh it seems that I am holding an expectation.
What if people reacted to gender questioning folks with a curiosity? This fear since the structure of this country leaves people with so little itās like people are already established and surviving on their own. That any little question or invitation to change leaves them grasping for everything they own and holding onto it so tightly. āThis is how I made this. This is how I survived. I have so little and if I lose anything I will die.ā People are forced into isolation and it drives them to totally reject any form of update to their current situation.
I need a tshirt that says Christ is trans in a San-serif font
The healing begins when we risk moving out of isolation. Feelings and buried memories will return. By gradually releasing the burden of unexpressed grief, we slowly move out of the past. - The Solution Aca
It wasnāt that my past relationships were a child trying to use others to get her needs met. It was her desperately trying to escape abuse at home. This thought is more nuanced. The shame I held trying to escape and younger me not having the tools to communicate to my partners that I was in danger and praying they would help me. This thought can still be more nuanced. And now I have a partner that is actively consenting to supporting me a I chose to come out of isolation.
I feel like nothing is beginning to matter. The veil between the ads, the pop ups, the post seem to be empty with matter. Cycled through the change in the wind I speak nonsense to keep myself safe from people that would care to listen. Maybe the things that do go unnoticed by those of little interest will make the most impact.
One day I will return to the shores of Lake Michigan and realize nothing matters.
I love nerd families.
Very excited for trans music portal this week. Need to recharge my trans magic stores.
Very excited for trans music portal this week. Need to recharge my trans magic stores.
Out of their home*
These two older ladies having a really sweet open and vulnerable conversation in the bathroom about her not having a good time and being scared. One saying that itās good that they got out or else they would get stuck. Like so human and out of the stall walks the most gentlest faerie tranny that ever lived.
Getting back in the swing of things. Inviting others into a saved world. Maybe need to cultivate this feeling in myself more.
Having gratitude for my girlfriend.
Age is a frequency not a number.
Zac and Louās character are gay for each other.
The pain of loss sits so heavy in those of you that are fraught with change.
Inviting people into a saved world ā§š
Iām better than begging the oppressor to give me rights.
And everything will be free and my family will be safe from harm.
When everything is shared. Nothing is owned.
Our souls are locked together destined to find each other in every timeline or would that be too much to say.
The mountain is pulling up all of the neglect and abandonment I have stored in my body.
My girlfriend is awesome
We might fight the oppressor at the heart and heal what has been forgotten.
That the trans revolution. Coming back to center.
We all carry pain from the world within us. In parts aching we come together and choose to love. āAināt nobody perfect, ācause aināt nobody free.ā - Blues for Mama
There are more of us than there are of them.
Theyāre not winning if youāre crying because if youāre crying youāre not running from their hate.
I love how men name things as if they know everything.
Iām so much of a faggot that I became a woman.
I asked spirit what I should be doing and the answer is falling in love with her
The Democratic Party is not good either. Two children hitting each other on the head with giant inflatable hammers.
The people that sit in the seats that vote on laws. The ones that are agreeing to vote to approve laws that disrespect trans body autonomy. They know that theyāre doing something wrong. Itās harming kids. There has to be a quality to being human that cares to do everything in oneās power to protect children and still they are choosing to approve hurting kids. There is an energy of pressure from that I assume is from the republican institution that forces them to intentionally hard children.
It is time to rest. Your work is done for now. Lay down on the platform in space that holds you steady. We will wake you when it is time to get up. For now enjoy what you have made. Enjoy your victory.
Understimulated and over dressed
There is a sense of resentment I have towards cis people as they sit there in ignorance as the state legislates away my right to exists. Or at leastā¦ The wind just blew saying youāre not going anywhere.
Moving into solidarity with those in my life I know will protect me.
His name is Joseph.
God enters the building adorned on the shirt of a man.
Do I ask my girlfriend if she wants to go to the underworld with me?
I have a family.
I think thereās space for me to show up in the energy of home while inhabiting the space of love while showing up as girl.
The queer gods have blessed me with a lesbian trans-masc mechanic to change my oil.
pregnant with the new form of myself
gay shit together on the couch, there's a dog here. resting on my girlfriend's hips.
boomers are entitled on some weird wartime resource allocation energy
The energy of reverence in another culture may be different that I understand in mine especially coming from a Christian background. What does reverence looks like while granting my attention to a vengeful god? What does reverence look like while directing my attention to a divine source of unconditional love -the godhead.
Krsna Conciousness - Proving to itself that it is important
Thereās a sense of lack when talking about the reincarnation cycle. The language is the Hare Krishna is very masculine. Words like conquer remove oneself from the totality of the process and the whole of spirit and the godhead as she is expressed through all beings.
Itās also acting as if this unconditional love from source is something separate of you to be reached. Truly the unconditional love energy of spirit can come through the portal of oneās body into this material world.
āThe ultimate goal of life - to go back to the godheadā I argue that the ultimate goal of life is to open up your spirit in this body to the godhead and connect with her in this form. There only ever is now.
It kind of makes me sad the force pushing to achieve enlightenment. To āliberateā yourself from material planes as if your spirit did not inhabit this body to experience the material planes, but in thought that maybe it can be a path chosen. To learn how to connect to her the divine again. Outlining all theses paths that converge on spirit.
Gratitude is the key that opens the door to the energy of abundance.
Jesus was a fag
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